i can't concentrate on this paper
so, i wrote one of two women's studies papers that is due at noon tomorrow...kinda. here it is, a mere 11:51pm, and i have lost all motivation for the night. uuuuuuuugh. i already took an hour and a half break for grey's with amanda too. speaking of a.byrne, she's sitting next to me here in the CLCizzle actually getting work done. i feel like i can't concentrate cuz i am a) ADD, b) sick of school, c) still irked because i had to see some people today that i didnt particularly wanna see and d) just flat out unmotivated. as a compromise to my studies though, i am only allowing myself 8 more minutes of updatiage before i fully immerse myself into 3-5 pages of "What is LGBTQ Studies?"
fuck me. seriously. i cannot WAIT for this class to be over...nor can i wait for the next time i have sex. (did she really just say that?!?!) yeah, i did. ironically enough, i might actually get laid sometime soon, despite exams/stress/everyone leaving for the summer.
for some twisted reason, i've had multiple hollars in the past week. shocked? yeah, me too. i mean, that's sweet and all, but i'm kinda weirded out as to why i am such a hot commodity all of a sudden. it also just so happens that certain people have begun to show interest almost immediately after i had a monumental fight with matt. coincidence? i think not. however, this rather pisses me off, seeing as how we were never dating in the first place. i love how i can say that 9905690908576354 times and still no one believes it until we have a relationship-ending "breakup" fight. fuck you, people. you don't know the story, and u prolly never will, so u shoulda just believed me the first million times i told you the truth.
...if uve picked up on my cynical, bitchy vibe, kudos. and yes, it DOES matter that u never believed me before. in fact, it matters to te point that i probably will never date you because of it.
ooooooh trust. we have such ISSUES. then again, who DOESN'T have trust issues?
oaky, it's 11:59, which means my paper is due in exactly 12 hours and 1 minute. time to go write about something i don't care about. ughhhhhh UGH UGH! "LGBTQ studies is the study of desiree as she interacts with all her gay friends" can't that just be my answer?! a paper isn't necessary for this!
qotd:
something abyrne has said today since i havent been online but once since i awoke.
ps: this guy who just walked in has really, REALLT greasy hair. ew...
kgoing!
fuck me. seriously. i cannot WAIT for this class to be over...nor can i wait for the next time i have sex. (did she really just say that?!?!) yeah, i did. ironically enough, i might actually get laid sometime soon, despite exams/stress/everyone leaving for the summer.
for some twisted reason, i've had multiple hollars in the past week. shocked? yeah, me too. i mean, that's sweet and all, but i'm kinda weirded out as to why i am such a hot commodity all of a sudden. it also just so happens that certain people have begun to show interest almost immediately after i had a monumental fight with matt. coincidence? i think not. however, this rather pisses me off, seeing as how we were never dating in the first place. i love how i can say that 9905690908576354 times and still no one believes it until we have a relationship-ending "breakup" fight. fuck you, people. you don't know the story, and u prolly never will, so u shoulda just believed me the first million times i told you the truth.
...if uve picked up on my cynical, bitchy vibe, kudos. and yes, it DOES matter that u never believed me before. in fact, it matters to te point that i probably will never date you because of it.
ooooooh trust. we have such ISSUES. then again, who DOESN'T have trust issues?
oaky, it's 11:59, which means my paper is due in exactly 12 hours and 1 minute. time to go write about something i don't care about. ughhhhhh UGH UGH! "LGBTQ studies is the study of desiree as she interacts with all her gay friends" can't that just be my answer?! a paper isn't necessary for this!
qotd:
something abyrne has said today since i havent been online but once since i awoke.
ps: this guy who just walked in has really, REALLT greasy hair. ew...
kgoing!