All The Growing Up
Life has changed a lot since the last time I posted on here.. I was depressed because the one person I thought I could trust had abandoned me again. But since then I've come to realize that my father had never really been the person I thought he was.. I had made him into this person that I could tell anything to in my head but when he was arrested and i learned what he had done I decided I didn't want him in my life but not before I pushed everybody that jus wanted to help away and stopped talking completely (which to be honest is a miracle I can practically never shut up), but since all of this happened I've had to learn how to let people in again. Since then I've started going to therapy (unwillingly) and let people into my life again. I was forced to grow up a lot because of this but I can honestly say that I am grateful for it all because if that was the worst thing that is going to happen to me in life then I know i'll be able to get through anything else life throws at me.
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