「さよなら～あなたを忘れられるほど」
Title:「さよなら～あなたを忘れられるほど」
Author: Me
Pairing: YamaChii
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: You can cast your eyes down, right?
A/N: A song fic from YUI's YOU. It's a beautiful ballad song! Chinen POV
I don't remember exactly when I started to love this guy. I always see him from afar, I know I shouldn't be like that. It's kinda show my coward side, right?
I always, always, always waiting for him. He never realize it, of course. What is it? Well... I need to be honest, I never have any chance to get closer to him. Even though I couldn't say it, insufficient days that finally passed. Hahaha, how silly. In front of people, I always put my mask. I laughed to softly cover it. Because as the chance came, I'll step down to hide from him. But... he always know where I am, as if I'm visible everywhere. He would pull me with him, talk to me with a normal way. Sometimes you didn't greet me.
With just experiencing it, I know immediatelly. I fell through from the fingertips, you were separated and dissapeared.
「さよなら」
To the point I'll be able to forget you. I want to get away from your shadow, I always try so hard, too hard that I should say that I'm pushing myself too much. I want to see a lovely dream unforgettable. if I turn on this kind of beautiful light, for sure, you can't cast your eyes down, right?
"Where's Chinen?"
"I don't know, Yamada-kun. Maybe he already go home?"
I slowly pull my foots to the main door. With this plain of face that I show along the road, I just have this kind of blankness. The things I wanna know more about you, of course, there are more reasons of it. But it's not the reason why I dissapear from his sight. I know he won't give any reply to this feelings. He is too much for someone like me. I'd just went back to my original place. As I tried to fell in love with another person, I feel like I can understand something.
「泣き虫な、ね、僕は...
さよなら」
To the point I can forget you. Real life isn't same with lovely dreams. A dream that so weird to be true. No matter what kind of light that I turned on. It's still me, the same me. In the end, I'll be standing in front of a mirror, seeing this me who always try my best to forget him.
From: Yamada
Hey. Where have you been all this time?
It's so hard to find you lately as if you are invisible.
Where are you?
On the fluffy bed, I just stare at my phone screen. I don't have any confidence. I told you all, who hear me heart now, I'm such a loser, right? Because I know he's not the rights for me, and this me isn't perfect anymore for that him with his gentleness. I will give up from now on. I'm sure everyone feels the same. But as I recall my memories, your face appeared and suddenly I remember.
Until the end, this me never have any chance to forget you. What should I do to continue my dreams?
From: Yamada
Chinen...
Can you reply me?
I miss your smile...
Scary things won't be dissapear. But this sweet words taht you have said towards me, somehow this tears start to fall again.
「ヤバイ、これは本当にむりだ」
Me too have begin to understand that matter. I can't look away from him. This one side of love will be so hard. But as you know it, you can't cast your eyes down, right?
「がんばります」
おわり
OH MY GOSH!!!! What the hell am I writing about?!! I don't know this not-so-me writings tyle. Hueh --; Feel free to read~
Author: Me
Pairing: YamaChii
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: You can cast your eyes down, right?
A/N: A song fic from YUI's YOU. It's a beautiful ballad song! Chinen POV
I don't remember exactly when I started to love this guy. I always see him from afar, I know I shouldn't be like that. It's kinda show my coward side, right?
I always, always, always waiting for him. He never realize it, of course. What is it? Well... I need to be honest, I never have any chance to get closer to him. Even though I couldn't say it, insufficient days that finally passed. Hahaha, how silly. In front of people, I always put my mask. I laughed to softly cover it. Because as the chance came, I'll step down to hide from him. But... he always know where I am, as if I'm visible everywhere. He would pull me with him, talk to me with a normal way. Sometimes you didn't greet me.
With just experiencing it, I know immediatelly. I fell through from the fingertips, you were separated and dissapeared.
「さよなら」
To the point I'll be able to forget you. I want to get away from your shadow, I always try so hard, too hard that I should say that I'm pushing myself too much. I want to see a lovely dream unforgettable. if I turn on this kind of beautiful light, for sure, you can't cast your eyes down, right?
"Where's Chinen?"
"I don't know, Yamada-kun. Maybe he already go home?"
I slowly pull my foots to the main door. With this plain of face that I show along the road, I just have this kind of blankness. The things I wanna know more about you, of course, there are more reasons of it. But it's not the reason why I dissapear from his sight. I know he won't give any reply to this feelings. He is too much for someone like me. I'd just went back to my original place. As I tried to fell in love with another person, I feel like I can understand something.
「泣き虫な、ね、僕は...
さよなら」
To the point I can forget you. Real life isn't same with lovely dreams. A dream that so weird to be true. No matter what kind of light that I turned on. It's still me, the same me. In the end, I'll be standing in front of a mirror, seeing this me who always try my best to forget him.
From: Yamada
Hey. Where have you been all this time?
It's so hard to find you lately as if you are invisible.
Where are you?
On the fluffy bed, I just stare at my phone screen. I don't have any confidence. I told you all, who hear me heart now, I'm such a loser, right? Because I know he's not the rights for me, and this me isn't perfect anymore for that him with his gentleness. I will give up from now on. I'm sure everyone feels the same. But as I recall my memories, your face appeared and suddenly I remember.
Until the end, this me never have any chance to forget you. What should I do to continue my dreams?
From: Yamada
Chinen...
Can you reply me?
I miss your smile...
Scary things won't be dissapear. But this sweet words taht you have said towards me, somehow this tears start to fall again.
「ヤバイ、これは本当にむりだ」
Me too have begin to understand that matter. I can't look away from him. This one side of love will be so hard. But as you know it, you can't cast your eyes down, right?
「がんばります」
おわり
OH MY GOSH!!!! What the hell am I writing about?!! I don't know this not-so-me writings tyle. Hueh --; Feel free to read~