some old dudes
today was filled with thinking about how a year ago i was still in buffalo, and how i spent a lot of my summer with eric. i really missed that kid today. he always smelled really good and gives great hugs. i think when i was around eric i couldn't have been happier. but now he's with annu, and i'm happy for him and for her. if they're happy then i'm happy. the other night i also missed mike matthews. i was going to try and convince this girl that he likes that he was a really good boyfriend, and then i thought about it, he really was a very good boyfriend, i was a crappy girlfriend. anyways. i'll hopefully get to see them soon, i'm going back home to visit july 23-28..i hope so anyways. i love you all.