I need noise
I find it takes energy to watch television. Today I decided I would go outside and enjoy the day. I did for about an hour and realized I hung out by myself yesterday and that was fun, except I don't feel like being quiet right now. I feel like screaming, or singing, or something. I'm sick of being still.
Erin went home for the weekend and Maddy's visting her sister in New York. I made an effort to make two sets of plans with people but I'm sort of afraid they're both going to fall through. Someone better call or I might go completely insane. I'm tired of looking at the same crap over and over again. I should study but I don't feel like it.
I'm probably being a whiny little bitch because it's that time of the month. I don't have any other explanation other than I'm not the social butterfly I once was. I miss having real conversations with people. The getting to know you crap is OLD. I think I've been spoiled with the best group of friends ever.
Erin went home for the weekend and Maddy's visting her sister in New York. I made an effort to make two sets of plans with people but I'm sort of afraid they're both going to fall through. Someone better call or I might go completely insane. I'm tired of looking at the same crap over and over again. I should study but I don't feel like it.
I'm probably being a whiny little bitch because it's that time of the month. I don't have any other explanation other than I'm not the social butterfly I once was. I miss having real conversations with people. The getting to know you crap is OLD. I think I've been spoiled with the best group of friends ever.