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I think the fact that I had the chance to go home this weekend made me feel homesick. My dad is such an asshole. He called me ridiculously short notice to ask me to show up to his stupid masonry ball. Does he truly believe I would like to do him any favor or actually enjoy going to his lodge filled with crusty old grumpy men? He must or he wouldn't have called me last night and asked me to show up with Gerald on Saturday.
Anyway if I were to go home at all I'd be with my mom, Alex, Kim, Meg, or Dave not with a person I don't talk to or wish to be around ever. The thought of having an excuse to go home was nice though to see everyone. I got in a really weird mood coming back from the mall with Maddy. We went to dinner and I couldn't bring myself out of it. Then I felt bad that I was weird and wasn't any fun for Maddy.
On the walk home I started feeling really sad but then Gerald called me. I'm so glad he did. He had the BEST timing. We didn't have any in deep conversation. It was just really nice hearing from him. I feel ten times better. I think I've been tryihng to be such a trooper that I blinded myself from how much I missed everyone.
I go to the 9th out of top ten party schools in the country and have yet to go to a party. It's cool. I've got kettle corn and a variety of movies to watch.
Anyway if I were to go home at all I'd be with my mom, Alex, Kim, Meg, or Dave not with a person I don't talk to or wish to be around ever. The thought of having an excuse to go home was nice though to see everyone. I got in a really weird mood coming back from the mall with Maddy. We went to dinner and I couldn't bring myself out of it. Then I felt bad that I was weird and wasn't any fun for Maddy.
On the walk home I started feeling really sad but then Gerald called me. I'm so glad he did. He had the BEST timing. We didn't have any in deep conversation. It was just really nice hearing from him. I feel ten times better. I think I've been tryihng to be such a trooper that I blinded myself from how much I missed everyone.
I go to the 9th out of top ten party schools in the country and have yet to go to a party. It's cool. I've got kettle corn and a variety of movies to watch.