shake and bake
Its getting to the point where I'm afraid to try and fall asleep. For days I end up just laying there thinking about EVERYTHING and especially the everything I don't want to be thinking about. In trying not to think I start. Its pissing me off and making me feel like I'm not as strong as I think I am. I really just want school to start so I can fully engage and deal with things. I miss everyone a lot and I miss being on my own. I even miss learning. I'm going to try so much harder this semester, its necessary.
I don't think I've finished one thing this summer. My room is still half done. I haven't finished one art project. I have all these ideas and plenty of time to get them done but absolutely no money for supplies. I'm still glad I didn't go back to Town Spa though. I had an awful dream about that place the other night. I didn't need the abuse this summer. I'm applying to Tickets Unlimited on campus. I really hope that works out. It would coincide with UPC really well.
My Mom and I have been hanging out a lot which is nice. We bought a ton of beads the other day and plan to make beaUtiful jewelry. It made me think of Abigail and all her craftswomen qualities. We saw the ballad of Ricky Bobby tonight. It was comedy. Its weird that P. Thax enjoys Will Ferrell's humor so much.
I just finished catching up with Kristin's journal and read the entry after my western mass visit. I half teared up. I miss her and our long conversations about who knows what. I can't wait till we are neighbors and she does upc and we can dance all over campus flyering our ass off. Living in a normal dorm is going to have so many benefits! Plus I am bringing my bean bag chair which will be perfect to sit in and crochet my first big blanket which is coming out fabulous so far.
I think I'm bored with my music library. I cannot wait to steal tunes from the large campus of umass!!!
I don't think I've finished one thing this summer. My room is still half done. I haven't finished one art project. I have all these ideas and plenty of time to get them done but absolutely no money for supplies. I'm still glad I didn't go back to Town Spa though. I had an awful dream about that place the other night. I didn't need the abuse this summer. I'm applying to Tickets Unlimited on campus. I really hope that works out. It would coincide with UPC really well.
My Mom and I have been hanging out a lot which is nice. We bought a ton of beads the other day and plan to make beaUtiful jewelry. It made me think of Abigail and all her craftswomen qualities. We saw the ballad of Ricky Bobby tonight. It was comedy. Its weird that P. Thax enjoys Will Ferrell's humor so much.
I just finished catching up with Kristin's journal and read the entry after my western mass visit. I half teared up. I miss her and our long conversations about who knows what. I can't wait till we are neighbors and she does upc and we can dance all over campus flyering our ass off. Living in a normal dorm is going to have so many benefits! Plus I am bringing my bean bag chair which will be perfect to sit in and crochet my first big blanket which is coming out fabulous so far.
I think I'm bored with my music library. I cannot wait to steal tunes from the large campus of umass!!!