I'm ready for a rebirth

Dec 17, 2005 11:35

I am officially done with bugs. I def got lost trying to find the testing room so I was at least twenty minutes late. Since I take a ridiculous amount of time taking tests I was the very last one done, but I'm okay with that. I think I did okay. Right after I was really glad to be done with that class, wanted to scream with relief, and wanted to cry all at the same time. It was really overwhelming. Half the test I know I got right and the other half was really iffy and I reeeeeally needed that grade, but I can't think about it anymore. There's nothing else I can do. On the walk back to knowlton I listened to Interpol and I could not fight the groove. I felt better after shakin it down the icy streets of umass. Dwelling on the negative isn't going to change my grade. If I cry about the two classes I'm actually doing well in then I'm afraid for myself on Monday with both economics exams.

Maybe I shouldn't have stayed up till 4 in the morning acting as though I was studying both sociology and bugs when in reality I was consumed in the complete Lord of the Rings trilogy. The first one was on and then one after the other, I couldn't turn it off. Especially since I never saw the third one and always meant to. It was just beautiful, sad, but beautiful.

Erin and I were discussing and seriously Sam is the true hero. Frodo's a punk. Even though Sam married by the end of it you know for a fact he and Frodo were lovers. You could see it in their eyes. Peter Jackson left all that out but there was serious sexual tension between those two. That's why Sam was especially pissed off when Gollum showed up. He was stealing his boyfriend. RUDY RUDY!

So I basically took about an hour nap last night because my sociology exam was at 8 this morning and I didn't fall asleep until 5:30. I'm feeling alright though. The past three days I've been sleeping way past noon. I've got to get back on some sort of track. I'm so ready to be home. I want to see my friends and give presents and get presents. Hopefully I'll go home Tuesday. I'm ready for a solid break from Amherst. My room is completely ridic right now. Heavy duty claning is necessary. I can't function anymore. Next semester will be a serious rebirth.

I hope everyone's heard Ludacris's song Georgia. If you haven't feel shameful. Now get the tune going in your head and replace Georgia with Stoughton. I know it seems silly but just do it. It's hilarious.
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