you were my favorite
i am almost in an upbeat mood... go me huh, classes still kinda sucked but at least the breaks weren't as bad and i didn't eat my lunch alone in my truck today i might up with a girl i knew from high school (jess) we had lunch even got a choc chip bagel from her not a bad deal... so yeah i have some tests coming up this week i should prob get on task and learn the shit i need to know... i've been smoking too much and plan to cut back... my lungs are kinda fucked up from it, i used to be able to run 10 miles and yesterday well lets just say i was a little short... i came back all out of breath and not even a quater of what i could do, maybe a sign that i should cut back a little huh... oh on the girls update, though nothing is happening, at least i know nothing is happening... i cut myself away (lets hope i can stay away... somehow sex seems to presuade me otherwise) but yes i'm sure going to try... maybe i'll find someone who cares... i don't need anyone, but it would be nice that is the way i am trying to look at it... however no girls have taken interest so well since i don't go after girls due to being a pussy alone seems to be the forcast... but this is better then hoping that something will come and playing games cause that sucked pretty bad... i dreaded my hair too so that is sure to make sure i don't get laid... i was stoned and it sounded like a good idea... i plan on sticking with it at least for a while, so yeah i'm gonna go back to sitting here waiting for 2 to roll around... on an uneventful aside i was marked not present for a class because i didn't have the book... is it just me or is that a stupid idea well i thought so but well whatever
over and out
over and out