and when i turn to you, you turn away
so alone i sit in my room... it isn't that i haven't made friends just sometimes i do not want to hang out in such large groups... something about not feeling important i guesss, but how important am i really... guess i should work that out... tried that dip shit tonight wow does that suck felt really sick... i still don't know if people like me here, i always thing people don't like me i should fix that... if there is anyway to fix that i don't know, i tend to be well liked by people but i still fear that people don't like me, i guess it doesn't matter... wish shit would just fall into place guess i have to get off my ass and put things into place...last night i was so happy but tonight i am not upset just not content oh well... was going to eat an 8th of shrooms tonight but didn't