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I belive in nihilism and this should be a release from all heavy (and I guess that that does lift), but it doesn't, more it hasn't really worked. I would like to just be without heavy emotion, fear, hope, anxiety, longing- all attachment and desire, really. Rationally, I belive that I could achieve this, but that damn cloud of chemical imbalance looms and I am sure constant thinking of just fuels and impairs.
I would like to be transparent and allow myself to feel only as things pass through.
I want "Liberation" tattooed on a banner wrapped around a bright heart on my right arm. On my left, a banner will read "Duty" wrapped around a sword. On my right knuckles "F-I-S-T," in white, so as not to be seen unless under examination.
I would like to be transparent and allow myself to feel only as things pass through.
I want "Liberation" tattooed on a banner wrapped around a bright heart on my right arm. On my left, a banner will read "Duty" wrapped around a sword. On my right knuckles "F-I-S-T," in white, so as not to be seen unless under examination.