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I can't explain. I just want someone who wants to hold me and listen to me again. I want someone to tell me he loves me again. I want to have friends anywhere near me who don't get pissed at me for being upset. This isn't fair. Fine, you can be hurt or upset about your life, but getting pissed at me for losing everything that I had counted on, and the only person I've ever really been able to open up to is fucking bullshit. Its fucking bullshit. I'm in so much pain and I've been left with no one in this city to talk to. Thats not what friends are supposed to do.