the past is behind us and the future is ahead of us
i can't help looking at the past though it is far behind us. i can't help it. i've tried so hard to disregard it. it has made us who we are and has shown us that we can love each other through it all. the past is still there and at times i cry because of it. i can't help it. it is there. i look to the future and i know it is uncertain. we can only go day by day. i wish that i could look into the future and fortell it. maybe then we would know exactly what to say or do to make it the most beautiful. all i know is the present. it is beautiful eventhough it is kinda bumpy!!! we just don't know and all we can do is live each day. i love you princess!!!! always remember that!!!