May 13, 2005 14:52
Do you honestly think I'm happy about this!? I'm not, so why are you trying to make me feel worse!? You did this, not me! I stuck it out for so long, tried so hard with you. I gave up everything I had for you, and gave up on all my plans, but got nothing back. NOTHING. And you say you're trying. After this much time, I don't believe that.
I feel bad enough as it is, so stop making it worse.
I was stupid to think that I could actually fall in love with someone so early and be happy with them for the rest of my life. It's me.. things don't happen like that for me..
So I'm done trying anymore. I'm done loving. If you can't deal with that, I'm sorry. I'll leave you alone.