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my plans are changing fast
college down here is out of the question
my parents didn't want me down here in the first place
and my stepdad is telling my mom he's gonna leave her because of me
he's such a dick
so i'm just going to save up enough money to get back on my feet
then i'll go back to working my ass of to support myself
i'm going to be here for as little time as possible
my stomach recently started hurting really bad
to the point where any movement at all just sucks
any pressure i put on it at all hurts
and laughing kills me
good thing i'm not doing much of that lately
the scary part is, it's a good chance it's a tumor
i was told by my specialist before that its something that could happen
and the fact that i haven't been on medication for a year and a half..
ya, that could be it
but i still don't have health insurance
so i'm just going to have to deal with it for now
thats such a bad idea...
college down here is out of the question
my parents didn't want me down here in the first place
and my stepdad is telling my mom he's gonna leave her because of me
he's such a dick
so i'm just going to save up enough money to get back on my feet
then i'll go back to working my ass of to support myself
i'm going to be here for as little time as possible
my stomach recently started hurting really bad
to the point where any movement at all just sucks
any pressure i put on it at all hurts
and laughing kills me
good thing i'm not doing much of that lately
the scary part is, it's a good chance it's a tumor
i was told by my specialist before that its something that could happen
and the fact that i haven't been on medication for a year and a half..
ya, that could be it
but i still don't have health insurance
so i'm just going to have to deal with it for now
thats such a bad idea...