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ya, so i'm screwed
found out this morning that in order to get car insurance on my car again, i need 100% upfront, which fucking sucks. I hate this whole system. "You're too poor to make your last payment so we'll cancel your insurance and revoke your registration. Now if you get caught driving your car you're fucked. The only way you can drive legally again is to get insurance again, and of course you have to be rich in order to pay the full 100%, or save up money from working a lot. Oh but wait, you can't drive to work in your car. Sucks for you!"
not exactly sure where i'm going from here.
have you ever played Conker's Bad Fur Day? There's a level in which you have to roll this little ball of shit to the top of a poo mountain, and the more you roll it, the bigger the ball becomes. I feel like my life is that ball of shit. Just keeps getting worse and worse.
waiting for Pat to come online. gonna talk to him about getting an apartment in New Hampshire so i can drive my car without insurance. but the only way that's going to work out is if we get a place set up for right when i get back from Florida, because I can't continue to drive around with faulty plates. if that doesn't happen, then it looks like its off to florida for me for good.
not like it matters much to anybody, but i wish it would. i'd like to stay here...
yes i've changed, and no i don't like it. i'm still the same person inside though, so i know what i'm doing and i know the consequences. please don't lecture me, because the only person i've come to listen to now about my decisions is myself, because anytime i've tried trusting others and taking their advice it just blows up in my face. yes, i know this is different, but in the end its still my decision, and the only time things will change is when i decide. nobody's ever there for me when i'm going through bad times, they just speak up when they see things they don't like. well don't, please.
found out this morning that in order to get car insurance on my car again, i need 100% upfront, which fucking sucks. I hate this whole system. "You're too poor to make your last payment so we'll cancel your insurance and revoke your registration. Now if you get caught driving your car you're fucked. The only way you can drive legally again is to get insurance again, and of course you have to be rich in order to pay the full 100%, or save up money from working a lot. Oh but wait, you can't drive to work in your car. Sucks for you!"
not exactly sure where i'm going from here.
have you ever played Conker's Bad Fur Day? There's a level in which you have to roll this little ball of shit to the top of a poo mountain, and the more you roll it, the bigger the ball becomes. I feel like my life is that ball of shit. Just keeps getting worse and worse.
waiting for Pat to come online. gonna talk to him about getting an apartment in New Hampshire so i can drive my car without insurance. but the only way that's going to work out is if we get a place set up for right when i get back from Florida, because I can't continue to drive around with faulty plates. if that doesn't happen, then it looks like its off to florida for me for good.
not like it matters much to anybody, but i wish it would. i'd like to stay here...
yes i've changed, and no i don't like it. i'm still the same person inside though, so i know what i'm doing and i know the consequences. please don't lecture me, because the only person i've come to listen to now about my decisions is myself, because anytime i've tried trusting others and taking their advice it just blows up in my face. yes, i know this is different, but in the end its still my decision, and the only time things will change is when i decide. nobody's ever there for me when i'm going through bad times, they just speak up when they see things they don't like. well don't, please.