I'm not giving up
Got my liscence reinstated today. $225 later, when all it started out as was a seatbelt violation...
can i not be that dumb again? k thanks.
hung out with tim, gregg, and chadd for the day. Got matt a bday cake and had a picnic surprise. it was fun. then everyone had plans to go off and do their own things, so i swung into pizza factory to see alyssa.. i mean, get an italain *cough*. it was busy, as i expected it to be since it was a friday night, but i wanted to at least say hi, and we ended up making plans to hang out tonight. she said she'd call when she got out of work, so at 9 i went and chilled at Papa's since my phone gets NO service here. saw stacia for the first time in a while since she's been on vacation. played Tumble Pop (gayest arcade ever.. literally. you suck up bad guys in a your vacuum with a rainbow ray, then shoot them out at other bad guys. then after each world, the two main characters do a gay pose while surrounded by flashing rainbows, one of which shows one of their asses while the other one is sucking off his pants with his vacuum. anyway...) and colored. Then alyssa called and i went over to her house.
She looked amazing. I looked like a tool. But hey, thats how it always goes. we drove around in her car for a while, and just talked. I liked it. a lot. i got to learn a lot more about her, and it all just made her so much more amazing. we went back to her house and talked some more, and i kept finding myself at a loss for words. i really hate when that happens. makes me look like more of a nerd than i already am, haha.
and of course, now i can't get her out of my head. not a bad thing, but at the same time, i find myself falling again. but this time i don't want to land. this time more than any other time.
god she's amazing..
can i not be that dumb again? k thanks.
hung out with tim, gregg, and chadd for the day. Got matt a bday cake and had a picnic surprise. it was fun. then everyone had plans to go off and do their own things, so i swung into pizza factory to see alyssa.. i mean, get an italain *cough*. it was busy, as i expected it to be since it was a friday night, but i wanted to at least say hi, and we ended up making plans to hang out tonight. she said she'd call when she got out of work, so at 9 i went and chilled at Papa's since my phone gets NO service here. saw stacia for the first time in a while since she's been on vacation. played Tumble Pop (gayest arcade ever.. literally. you suck up bad guys in a your vacuum with a rainbow ray, then shoot them out at other bad guys. then after each world, the two main characters do a gay pose while surrounded by flashing rainbows, one of which shows one of their asses while the other one is sucking off his pants with his vacuum. anyway...) and colored. Then alyssa called and i went over to her house.
She looked amazing. I looked like a tool. But hey, thats how it always goes. we drove around in her car for a while, and just talked. I liked it. a lot. i got to learn a lot more about her, and it all just made her so much more amazing. we went back to her house and talked some more, and i kept finding myself at a loss for words. i really hate when that happens. makes me look like more of a nerd than i already am, haha.
and of course, now i can't get her out of my head. not a bad thing, but at the same time, i find myself falling again. but this time i don't want to land. this time more than any other time.
god she's amazing..