What is wrong with me...?

[dewinaglass]

i've finally realized there is something seriously mentally wrong with me. this is not one of those things that i'm saying because i'm depressed, but because i truly do. i completely broke down tonight, and did shit i shouldn't have. i'm still sitting here shaking really bad as i type, and i feel incredibly sick to my stomach. i wish i knew what this was that was doing this to me, and how i could get rid of it. i need to know. i'm hoping that i can sleep tonight, and that the morning will bring a new day of hope. but i'm just not sure. my chest hurts so bad right now. for once a pain that overpowers my stomach. and its all over stress. i need my life back. i need my friends back. i need this all to stop.

nikita, thank you. you really helped me &hearts