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I think i kind of screwed myself over in life. That being said i will explain a bit more, When you like somebody there are the majority of us who wont really be straight forward and admit it to the person that we like. We will drop little hints and hopefully if your not like me, you can do it and it wont be noticed imediately, but after the person has thought about it, unfortunate however that i have never dropped off hints often and enough to where they go unnoticed for a while but if i were to do something that goes out of my way of being such as say that somebody is beautiful it would surely tell them immidiately that i like them. Another factor in me being screwed over by moi is that i have this incredibly shy side of me that i try my hardest not to let out, yet when im around girls that i like i cant hold it in any longer and thus is the reason why i dont talk very much around girls which usually ends up making the situation awkward. All this being brought into the light it shows why i have had only one girlfriend in my whole life, which is kind of a sad number if you ask me. But whatever if i got screwed.. it was only because i let myself get screwed.