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fuck my life. i want to be high. i want to be drunk. i want to be rolling. i want to be tripping. i want to be somewhere else for fucks sake. i fucking -hate- my life here. i was having more fun when i really was living from couch to couch. at least i had friends to do shit with. i only have kelso here...and we only share a few of the same interests. she's my bestie...but we like to do different shit.
sigh. i hope that i've grown over the years...matured and shit. cuz i'm getting more and more restless. and because of this, i'll make an impulse decision and change things in my life.
the thing is..as ive gotten older, my impulse decisions tend have bigger and bigger consequences. before, when i was impulsive and got a new piercing..i was happy and content. no...its like an addiction. i need more..and more. last time i made an impulse decision that i stuck with..i moved here to texas.
maybe next time i'll decide to leave the country. cuz fuck my life here.
sigh. i hope that i've grown over the years...matured and shit. cuz i'm getting more and more restless. and because of this, i'll make an impulse decision and change things in my life.
the thing is..as ive gotten older, my impulse decisions tend have bigger and bigger consequences. before, when i was impulsive and got a new piercing..i was happy and content. no...its like an addiction. i need more..and more. last time i made an impulse decision that i stuck with..i moved here to texas.
maybe next time i'll decide to leave the country. cuz fuck my life here.