*ugh*
Alrighty... I'm less... Tweaked than I was. Ricky has calmed down. Steve has gone to bed. Actually, everyone is in be but me...
Earlier, a commercial for Black History Month came on. It made me feel ashamed. In US History we've been learning about the slave days. I just wanted to cry! I hope that my ancestors weren't ones that owned slaves... And if they did they were nicer slave owners... It's just so terrible! The blacks couldn't help it! Like they asked to have darker skin pigments than the English and such.. White people suck! lol I wish people would think about the feelings of others. I'm always super honest, but I say it in a nice way... And I have some tact. And I am no where near racist! I respect all races, religions and sexual preferances... I will dislike/hate you only if you disrespect me or something you know nothing about. BUT ANYWAYS... I wish the colonists would have put themselves in the black folks shoes. How would they have liked to be forced to do work? To not be educated? To be beaten? To have their children taken away? Goodness gracious! I woulda slapped every single one of those mofos!
Sigourney Weaver is massaging her breasts while crying...
"Wendy, can I keep you?" Why doesn't anyone wanna keep me? Bitches! *meh* lol.. That last line was said in monotone in my head...
Why did I stop typing in blank_and_empty? Like, it was my favourite thing! But now I like this'n.
I love listening to Hawksley Workman and Mind the Gap. I heard Grae's new band... They're OK. I'll have to hear more...
I feel like I'm conversing with myself... Actually, to be conversing with myself I'd have to be replying. But I hate myself too much to reply. I'm kidding. I love myself. I'm a conceited dirty whore. ??? I'm feeling random.
I wonder how cold it is... 41 Damn. I don't wanna watch the sky in that... I want to live with someone who would lay out in the driveway with me and watch the sunset and the first stars come... I love looking at the sky... It's so... *melt*
I feel better. Much better. I'm relaxing.
Gonna google some pics... Gonna colour...
I want to attempt writing more songs... I actually have only written two songs. But I didn't write the notes, just the words... And I don't know about instruments yet. I need someone to work with... A drummer... I'll do piano on songs that call for piano... And guitar or bass for songs that call for that... Once I'm good at them. haha
I doubt I'll ever be in a band. I'd love to sing with one though! Not like, a big one. But just a local band or something. That'd be so cool! Who's voice and style would I be able to mesh with? I've never heard me sing... I'll record myself on my phone next Thursday in Savannah.
*mmm* So much better than my tweakage earlier. I have to get off the computer or mum'll go ballistic. Dishes need done, room needs straightening... A hot shower is calling my name. Then some rest... Some Beatles and Gomez and NIN and goodness.
Have I said that I want to go to Canada? haha Because I do.
Oh... Need to look up bipolar. I might have it. I think my dad did... And Jared thought he did, but it ended up being depression and stress. But I'm neither depressed nor stressed...
Earlier, a commercial for Black History Month came on. It made me feel ashamed. In US History we've been learning about the slave days. I just wanted to cry! I hope that my ancestors weren't ones that owned slaves... And if they did they were nicer slave owners... It's just so terrible! The blacks couldn't help it! Like they asked to have darker skin pigments than the English and such.. White people suck! lol I wish people would think about the feelings of others. I'm always super honest, but I say it in a nice way... And I have some tact. And I am no where near racist! I respect all races, religions and sexual preferances... I will dislike/hate you only if you disrespect me or something you know nothing about. BUT ANYWAYS... I wish the colonists would have put themselves in the black folks shoes. How would they have liked to be forced to do work? To not be educated? To be beaten? To have their children taken away? Goodness gracious! I woulda slapped every single one of those mofos!
Sigourney Weaver is massaging her breasts while crying...
"Wendy, can I keep you?" Why doesn't anyone wanna keep me? Bitches! *meh* lol.. That last line was said in monotone in my head...
Why did I stop typing in blank_and_empty? Like, it was my favourite thing! But now I like this'n.
I love listening to Hawksley Workman and Mind the Gap. I heard Grae's new band... They're OK. I'll have to hear more...
I feel like I'm conversing with myself... Actually, to be conversing with myself I'd have to be replying. But I hate myself too much to reply. I'm kidding. I love myself. I'm a conceited dirty whore. ??? I'm feeling random.
I wonder how cold it is... 41 Damn. I don't wanna watch the sky in that... I want to live with someone who would lay out in the driveway with me and watch the sunset and the first stars come... I love looking at the sky... It's so... *melt*
I feel better. Much better. I'm relaxing.
Gonna google some pics... Gonna colour...
I want to attempt writing more songs... I actually have only written two songs. But I didn't write the notes, just the words... And I don't know about instruments yet. I need someone to work with... A drummer... I'll do piano on songs that call for piano... And guitar or bass for songs that call for that... Once I'm good at them. haha
I doubt I'll ever be in a band. I'd love to sing with one though! Not like, a big one. But just a local band or something. That'd be so cool! Who's voice and style would I be able to mesh with? I've never heard me sing... I'll record myself on my phone next Thursday in Savannah.
*mmm* So much better than my tweakage earlier. I have to get off the computer or mum'll go ballistic. Dishes need done, room needs straightening... A hot shower is calling my name. Then some rest... Some Beatles and Gomez and NIN and goodness.
Have I said that I want to go to Canada? haha Because I do.
Oh... Need to look up bipolar. I might have it. I think my dad did... And Jared thought he did, but it ended up being depression and stress. But I'm neither depressed nor stressed...