May 28, 2007 21:48
So ive decided if i cant seem to keep a journal that actually involves writing it down, i might as well go back to this archaic thing that no one reads anymore.
Goin back to UCLA in a bout a month cannot fucking wait after all these months of working and bullshitting fullerton. I really really hope i dont fuck this one up.
Reading "The universe in a single atom: by his holiness the Dalai Lama. Honestly when i was a little kid i thought the Dalai Lama was an actual llama so i am very excited to see what he will say. Course, I also thought apple fritters were Apple Critters and I was scared to eat them because i thought they were meat so go figure. Ive gotten a lot more sane and a lot less successful since my younger years.
have you ever thought that you were as badass as you were gonna get when you were ten?
tomorrow is my day off from work but if my mother works from home I am going into work. Or going over to my grandpa's house to play chess with him. I love my grandpa.
I really dont know sometimes. I just want to get this fucking done and over with so i can start my own life without bein afraid or angry or controlled. I just want my vacations to be a vacation and a chance to be happy. Doesnt everyone deserve that?
in other words, my boyfriend looks like a lumberjack and i freakin love him