on which the earth turns
take a deep breath people. its time for one of devs fucked up crazy rants. its probably because poor wawro isnt online to listen to it is why i seem to need to post it.
basically im all confuddled because i seem to be living so many different lives. and people have so many different opinions of me. raise your hand if you think i need to relax. raise your hand if you think im lazy. everyone thinks different things of me because its so subjective. its driving me insane. in truth, i really do need to relax. but i talk to people who seriously think im going to fail in college and others who think im not. (note to people, i wont i promise).
more than anything, i question too much.
WHY is life so fucking i dont know. WHY does everything have a back stab to it. WHY cant something in life just be a good thing. WHY do the people without a purpose in life always have boyfriends. WHY do i even think about it.
but beyond that is the ultimate question of why do i need to do well in college? why do i need to graduate early? why do i need to get a good career? why do i need to be sucessful? why do i need to be comfortable and happy? why do i even need to exist?
you cannot do well in ordinary situations when you have not come to terms with the fundamentals of life. The need to find a purpose is one that drives us. to not know why it is that you strive for goals is a path of insanity.
and dont give me that religion bullshit. god wont hate a person if they dont graduate from high school.
what is your reason for the things that you do? think on it people
basically im all confuddled because i seem to be living so many different lives. and people have so many different opinions of me. raise your hand if you think i need to relax. raise your hand if you think im lazy. everyone thinks different things of me because its so subjective. its driving me insane. in truth, i really do need to relax. but i talk to people who seriously think im going to fail in college and others who think im not. (note to people, i wont i promise).
more than anything, i question too much.
WHY is life so fucking i dont know. WHY does everything have a back stab to it. WHY cant something in life just be a good thing. WHY do the people without a purpose in life always have boyfriends. WHY do i even think about it.
but beyond that is the ultimate question of why do i need to do well in college? why do i need to graduate early? why do i need to get a good career? why do i need to be sucessful? why do i need to be comfortable and happy? why do i even need to exist?
you cannot do well in ordinary situations when you have not come to terms with the fundamentals of life. The need to find a purpose is one that drives us. to not know why it is that you strive for goals is a path of insanity.
and dont give me that religion bullshit. god wont hate a person if they dont graduate from high school.
what is your reason for the things that you do? think on it people