May 31, 2005 08:07
It's the end of my weekend and I have work tonight, boo hoo, but i'm still at Mark's house, but i'll be leaving early cause I have to go to a doctor's appointment just to get a note for missing work saturday night. Other than that, things are awesome, except i've been sick for about two weeks, but Mark has been taking care of me and me vice versa. I think the days apart will help us heal a bit cause we keep giving eachother our colds. LOL. What can I say, we can't keep our hands off eachother. Also one day, he caught me moping over bad memories and he said to me, I know what I'll do. I'll get you a promise ring. I SO DIED! Lately he's been reading my mind and it's uber great! I was so hoping for a promise ring. I love him so much I just wish I could stop worrying and getting pangs from my depression everytime he shows the slightest hint of being frustrated or exasperated with me. BIG DEAL! IT's a curse of being together, you're bound to annoy the other at some point. But we always make up in the end. I just need to be a bit more secure, less self doubting and not so quick to say i'm sorry. i've been doing that alot lately too. Mark says it makes me look weak and I shouldn't do it over the stupidest little things specially when it isn't my fault. Well now that I'm getting better my temper is back and my back bone is getting there. Just need to take some meds and i'm good to go. LATERZ!