No words to describe...
EXCEPT MAYBE ONE! WHOO HOO! My head is still spinning, my lips are still tingling and every nerve is vibrating with the need to turn my ass around in this chair, call him back to my side and make sweet love to him all night! But, I wanted to be the good girl, the respected girl and I wasn't going to be persuaded no matter how much I wanted to be. Mark picked me up and gave me the longest, tightest hug ever. I'm so happy I want to cry! All he kept saying is I'm sorry over and over and telling me he finally realized what's important in life. ME! And he's right. He's not my first love, he's my only love, because that's how he described me. We went to a diner to talk and cuddle. Then when we parked in my driveway we had a nice long makeout session in his car where I had to put my foot down and say, no...not tonight. But damn did I ever want to. We never did finish crisoning(sp) his front seat. LOL! I feel like i'm floating. He said he's been wanting to ask for me back for a week, but didn't have the balls too until tonight. What got him to do it? I'm not positive, but I believe it had something to do with my coming back to earth entry. He must have thought that Jeff and I were going to get together any day now and thought...this is my last chance. I don't know for sure, but it'll make a great romance novel! I've got what I want so Jeff is now just a friend and will probably only be a work friend as I don't see us having enough in common to actually chill outside of work. I'm not a complete car nut, or a thug, or a big fan of Scarface and the like so...yeah. Mark told me all about his misadventures while we were apart. He wasn't a busy thing, but he did have moments that I didn't have. Like with Jamie and there was one other girl that he says was a beast. So yeah, happy meter just flew-no-launched itself through the roof. Now my life is complete. And I can't think that anything could make it better...well maybe a puppy! LOL. I miss my doggie very much and I want a dog like Kristen's Molly. A Chocolate Lab that'll actually fetch the ball. LOL Ok I've scatttered off topic again. So here's to life and all it's wonders...so this is love, so this is what makes life devine! And the glass slipper fit!...I'M NOT SO SURE ABOUT MY CLASS RING THOUGH! The downside of losing weight...nothing fits anymore! Oh well, thank god for belts. ^_^