It was Sara's idea.
I need more vagina in my life.
And by vagina, I mean friends. If I don't count mingling with co-workers or spending quality time with the boys at home, my social life can be reduced to the occasional hanging out with Niki and the even more rare occasional drive out the Valley. Regardless, it's kinda lame and I really need to work on it...haha I've been saying this for over a YEAR now! lol
I'm gonna get you Sucka!
Is it weird that...wait I need not even ask...I know that it's weird that I "target" people and decide that I should make them my friend. And then I never know how to go about that transition from saying hi to one another to actually hanging out without fearing coming on too strong or creepy. I'm pretty much just a mess with no self-esteem...
You're own worst enemy, eh?
Speaking of... Man, my self-esteem/self-confidence is nearing ZILCH these days. I'm not exactly sure what it can be attributed to, but it's really annoying.
I freaked the fuck out
...the other day because some guy was being a total ass-wipe at Kaladi. It wasn't just your run-of-the-mill asshole, but this guy seriously had something shoved up his ass that made him attack everyone in his path...and completely uncalled for. Long story short he made me so angry that I yelled at him. Yes, that's right, I yelled at a complete stranger for being mean. Haha. It was kind of empowering...
I kind of miss school
I kind of miss school, but I'm not ready to go back. I'm beginning to understand why everyone told me that if I took time off I might not go back because...well, Life happens...rent, car payments, BILLS. I have no idea how I'll pay for it. I'm thinking that I'm going to work on reducing my debt to a manageable level before I go back...that way I'm not accruing more debt to drown in. Unfortunately, like I said LIFE happens, and by adding more time I think I'm growing that much farther from my goal...whatever my goal is. haha On the upside, I have approximately 60-70 years to figure it out! YESS!
Whatever happened to Livejournal?
Underrated indeed.
And by vagina, I mean friends. If I don't count mingling with co-workers or spending quality time with the boys at home, my social life can be reduced to the occasional hanging out with Niki and the even more rare occasional drive out the Valley. Regardless, it's kinda lame and I really need to work on it...haha I've been saying this for over a YEAR now! lol
I'm gonna get you Sucka!
Is it weird that...wait I need not even ask...I know that it's weird that I "target" people and decide that I should make them my friend. And then I never know how to go about that transition from saying hi to one another to actually hanging out without fearing coming on too strong or creepy. I'm pretty much just a mess with no self-esteem...
You're own worst enemy, eh?
Speaking of... Man, my self-esteem/self-confidence is nearing ZILCH these days. I'm not exactly sure what it can be attributed to, but it's really annoying.
I freaked the fuck out
...the other day because some guy was being a total ass-wipe at Kaladi. It wasn't just your run-of-the-mill asshole, but this guy seriously had something shoved up his ass that made him attack everyone in his path...and completely uncalled for. Long story short he made me so angry that I yelled at him. Yes, that's right, I yelled at a complete stranger for being mean. Haha. It was kind of empowering...
I kind of miss school
I kind of miss school, but I'm not ready to go back. I'm beginning to understand why everyone told me that if I took time off I might not go back because...well, Life happens...rent, car payments, BILLS. I have no idea how I'll pay for it. I'm thinking that I'm going to work on reducing my debt to a manageable level before I go back...that way I'm not accruing more debt to drown in. Unfortunately, like I said LIFE happens, and by adding more time I think I'm growing that much farther from my goal...whatever my goal is. haha On the upside, I have approximately 60-70 years to figure it out! YESS!
Whatever happened to Livejournal?
Underrated indeed.