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[devourrme]

after having a discussion in history about my friend's girlfriend hating two people that i find completely awesome and the reasons why she hates them, and then having liz get revenge at casey without mr lantzer's knowledge until after, made me realize the world is full of hate. isn't that horrible? the more i htink about it, the more its true. i mean, we are at WAR! (war...most possibly the biggest display of hate) and just looking at how people act with each other. i personally try to never say "hate" (as in hating a person, place or thing) and if i do make that slip, i always make sure to correct myself. i mean, you are only alive for so long, so why should we waste that time hating? of course one could say why waste our time being sad and depressed (and i'm talking about stupid little things) and then i realize thats true too, why should we waste our time with that? i know i'm condradicting myself now, because i've recently been pissed off at jason for stupid reasons that i know i shouldn't be and under other conditions, i wouldnt be pissed off probably. and now i'm not going to waste my time with that, becuase its a lot more fun to be happy than to hate and be pissed off. so the moral of the story is, stop hating, don't waste your time with it. be happy, thats more fun :)

also, i was so worried i wouldn't understand my chemistry homework without my mom's help,but i actually get it. i feel that i can accomplish things without everyone's help all the time today. good good. maybe i'll apologize to jason again tonight.