Nov 10, 2006 23:49
tomorrow is mine and stephens 4 month anniversary
we havent really talked yet
and probably wont till he comes home
actually we probably wont talk at all until he comes home
because i am extremely stubborn and refuse to talk to him unless he makes time to have an actual conversation
which will never happen
so if you see me and i randomly just burst into tears
youll know why
i miss him
and i have a feeling that the reason ive been so sick lately is because i cant be physically with him
i know that sounds rediculous
but i kinda think its why
atleast why my stomachs been bothering me so much lately
...subject change...
today was taylors birthday
i baked her a cake
i worked really hard decorating
like really really really hard
i think my dad threw it out because i was mad at steve and my dad yelled at me saying the cake was in the way so i yelled at him to just throw it out and then stormed out of the room
im having a really bad day incase you cant tell