me & doug =/
we broke up ?! idk. i wanted to the past 3 days. but i didn't cuhz i thought i'd regret it and i was just pissed off for no reason. but yee. we got in like a fight thinggy. && then i said i didn't wannna break up but he wanted to i guess. so we did. && he changed his myspace and profile and took pictures off and stuff. i feel kinda bad cuhz i dont wanna do all that. i wanna be friends still && he said we would be. idk ichaned my pro and myspace. but im not takin the pictures off. they're like.. memories && im not ready to really like.. push him outta my head. speaking of that.. i signed on to one of my old sn's and the profil was all about like matt and lori and matt d and brit and becca. it was so cool to like read it. i was like. wow wtf happened lol. i like that && that's why i dont wanna changed everything about doug too quickley. it's sappy ik lol but o well. i like my memories just how they are. && seamus im'd me. and we started takin. then i guess he realized he was mad at me still or something and immedialty started being a bitch.
lawnxgnomexlove: he changed his myspace
IrishAllStar728: im soposed 2 caaare?
lawnxgnomexlove: naww dont think so
IrishAllStar728: then why did u tell me
lawnxgnomexlove: uhhh u were the first im box i clicked on
IrishAllStar728: well click on another 1 and annoy that person
lawnxgnomexlove: lmfao
IrishAllStar728: im not laughin
lawnxgnomexlove: yeah but i am
IrishAllStar728: congrats
lawnxgnomexlove: thanks :]
IrishAllStar728: no
iidk. it made me laugh cuhz like i didn't care. he's stupid. idc if he forgives me or not. i prob wouldn't be friends with him again anyway. but everyone thinks i like seamus stil. i definitally dont cuhz he's a bitch. so yeah just clerifying that.
yeah. back to doug tho lol
like when i im'd him i was ready to break up with him. and i like had it all planned and stuff. then we started takling and like fighting and i backed down ? i guess is how to explain it. idk i started like.. whimping out of it. but all that means is that he said it first. so i still have yet to break uhp with anyone. idk i think breaking up is so mean and sad. so i can't do it lol
anyway. elena told me to still go and chill w/ her and courtney lol. && gabby's moving to stoneham. so i prob will just go chill with them if me and doug aren't cool after all. i hope we are tho. he's stil mad adorable (: && i like tellin him things. i can tel him anything & he's one of the fwe ppl i can. so i dont wanna lose that.
anyway. july 25 - september 8
always & forever <3