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Jan 17, 2005 19:16

seriously i wish people would jsut grow up and stop lieing. people this weekend have really fucked me over. it all started out on friday mira goes to southside even though we wre supposed to do something, but i wasnt upset about taht cause i was kind of excpecting her to, and i dont think mira ever intentionally hurts anyone. then kari goes to robinson even though i said id call her when i got done with my lesson so we could do something. then saturday becky ditches me for alli, even though just the week before becky talked about how f'ed up alli was for leaving us for mary. and she didnt even call me to tell me. at least i got ahold of kari and mira that night.

but anyways me and becky made up, and i still love her. mira like i said before i cant be mad at her cause nothing is ever really set in stone with her.

but then i tried telling kari what i thought. and so she goes on to tell me that i talk shit on her???? i mean what is that. out of all the poeple i know the only people lately that i have found really nothing wrong with were kari, monigga, and christy(ofcourse). but i guess someone told her differently and seriously if i ever find out who im gonna fucking stab them, cause i hate liars. and then kari wont even tell me who it was. i mean who does that. i dont know if she was just making it up to have an excuse to be mad at me? or what?

but all i know right now is i wish christy was back... for like all of break and before she was the only person i hung out with and i was content with that, christy didnt cause drama for me... instead she had her own drama with andrew and vincey to focus on. and that kept me away from this kind of drama. seriosly if i had to chose one friend or many friends id chose one friend. it keeps everything so much simpler. i wish it would go back to the way it was like at miras bday party everyone was still together and was still friends.

i also wish hira was back. she was the best person ever to talk to thing about. after she left i turned to christy... she kept my secret and i kept hers. but then chriosty went away to and everyone else has a huge mouth so now i have to find someone new

___ihateliarsandsluts

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oh yeah annnnnd maddy is having a birthday thing the 29th i tghink we are going to the zoo, anyone that is friends with maddy is welcome to come. if it is approved by maddy duuh

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just so there is no feuds between my family and allis family, i like it that alli and becky are making up. cause i want us all to be able to hang out. And i love becky and i love alli so duh it makes even more sense that i want all o fus to hangout cause itd be trple the love
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