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So today i got a lot accomplished
i sorted a lot of shit out
-- First thing, me and mira worked everything out. we talked about the shit i talked on her. I finally decided why i did it, and it was just cause i was jealous that she could be so confident and outgoing. and how she can make friends so easily, and then theres me who doesnt like people right off the bat. AND so that everyone knows there will be no more of that
--Alli and i talked. Although i doubt everything is fixed between us at least there wont be anymore LJ battles. and we talked it over ON THE PHONE. And we talked about what we heard. not as long of a talk as me and mira's but enough to keep us civil and not destroy our parents relationship. oh yeah and like i said before everything that she said is false in her last comment! cept the bimmer part.
--Seriously if anyone heres me talking shit on mira again slap me so hard i wont be able to talk again. cause i truly think that she is the only person that i have talked shit on and didnt actually go to her and tell her how i felt. probably ccause she is the only person that i said stuff about solely because i was jealous, and wouldnt admit it.
--I feel a lot better today. (not physically:( ) i feel like for once confronting and not tiptoeing around shit to make myself look better was the right thing to do, and it turned out better than i had hoped. i feel so great. the only thing holding me back from being realllly great is that hira is moving, but on the other hand i know she is going to have a great time if she lets herself. i dont think i could ask for better friends.
i sorted a lot of shit out
-- First thing, me and mira worked everything out. we talked about the shit i talked on her. I finally decided why i did it, and it was just cause i was jealous that she could be so confident and outgoing. and how she can make friends so easily, and then theres me who doesnt like people right off the bat. AND so that everyone knows there will be no more of that
--Alli and i talked. Although i doubt everything is fixed between us at least there wont be anymore LJ battles. and we talked it over ON THE PHONE. And we talked about what we heard. not as long of a talk as me and mira's but enough to keep us civil and not destroy our parents relationship. oh yeah and like i said before everything that she said is false in her last comment! cept the bimmer part.
--Seriously if anyone heres me talking shit on mira again slap me so hard i wont be able to talk again. cause i truly think that she is the only person that i have talked shit on and didnt actually go to her and tell her how i felt. probably ccause she is the only person that i said stuff about solely because i was jealous, and wouldnt admit it.
--I feel a lot better today. (not physically:( ) i feel like for once confronting and not tiptoeing around shit to make myself look better was the right thing to do, and it turned out better than i had hoped. i feel so great. the only thing holding me back from being realllly great is that hira is moving, but on the other hand i know she is going to have a great time if she lets herself. i dont think i could ask for better friends.