rebirth i say!
well.. i just had my final moments of self pity over my newly-ended relationship, and i can say that i feel so much better!!!!! after talking to him i cried a little bit, wined very loudly to myself while crying in my apartment, and then finally realized after i was finished that regrets are A WASTE OF TIME. i do not wish to spend the rest of my life mourning over this relationship that wasn't all that cool in the first place. in fact, it was pretty annoying. so i'll take with me what i learned from it and that is all. anyway, who wants to go play darts, get wasted drunk in a seedy bar, or go roll someones house? call me! hehehehehehe