Sleepless days and endless nights
Words can't even describe the mixed emotions I am having at this very moment. It could be the lack of sleep I am famous for or the fact that something in my life has bats fluttering in my belly, throat swell to where I can't breath, slight shiver in the knees, quiver in the lip, and so much more. I love this feeling, since it has been so long since I have allowed myself to feel anything like this. So why do I need to stop feeling this way when it feel so good? Well because in any situation thrown at me at any angle I know it would never work and I know I am the only one thinking anything of it. Knowing myself, these feelings and such need to stop and go away from all angles.