[[welcome to hell.]]

[devotedwhispers]

once again, i feel like shit. this weekend has been horrible. friday was a baaad day for everyone's vehicles. but then night-time was goood. :) i got drunk & had to be up by 8 to work at a craft fair alll day. okay 9-1:30. it wasnt too bad tho actually, good volunteer work. so then me and tina rushed to south sioux city to go watch my brother play football. that's a verrry scarry city also. brock jensen & his brothers were there playin football too, and brother's team played against them once so that was cool. umm. then we went to the velvet poodle store and aww'd at the little puppy dogs, stopped & got me a new purse cuz i needed one desperately, and tina got a new jacket. i basically dropped tina off then went to jen's house. i got verrry pissed at fuckin monica b/c she was allll over john so i got tremendously drunk, more than i have ever ever been, off of captain & coke. then i cried for about 3 hours straight, and you can tell by my very swollen eyes today. i had to be home by 10 to work at the goodwill thanksgiving supper thinger in sioux city. we just waited in the lonnng serving line, grabbed two plates and took them out to people sitting, then waited in the line again for another 20 mins. i probably only served 10 people in the 2 hours. sami brought me home and i slept until now. i need to go make a pizza and read the great gatsby because some stupid people in class decided that we need to take the test before thanksgiving break, even though we still have HALF the book to read. so my life tomorrow will be reading that damned book.
adios. <3