Too soon to tell.....not
Yea...Allison's BF isn't too fond of me. But that's okay. And yea nothing great is happening. No I take that back. Something great is happening, but it's like too good, and I'm too like um... how can I put this.
Paranoid about it...kinda yea that doesnt really fit but u get the idea. When it's not there I get all nervous and anxious, but I shouldn't be nervous. I dnt know whatever
So yea today was just like every other day, which is why I don't update anymore. Everyday the samething for the past week
Go to the IMC after school
Go home and do nothing till 4:00, then hang out with chris all day. And that's it. Yea like we have fun and all but from 3 - 4 I want to kill myself. There's only two people I want to talk to online anymore, and they arnt on from three to four, drums are begining to bore, and that's it. I'm pathetic, this is the reason kids do drugs, because life is boring.
But it shouldn't be tommarow, no...it can't be tommarow. And saturday is suposed to be fun, and I should get my mom something for mother's day. But yea, maybe ill go to the mall tommarow with jen, and ill get her somthing. I dunno whatever. I could write for like and hour right now, but no one would read it because it would all be bullshit...Like a history report <---ha a nice little simile lol
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lol P.S. Me jenna and Val wrote poems in 3rd period...it was mad funny lol
Paranoid about it...kinda yea that doesnt really fit but u get the idea. When it's not there I get all nervous and anxious, but I shouldn't be nervous. I dnt know whatever
So yea today was just like every other day, which is why I don't update anymore. Everyday the samething for the past week
Go to the IMC after school
Go home and do nothing till 4:00, then hang out with chris all day. And that's it. Yea like we have fun and all but from 3 - 4 I want to kill myself. There's only two people I want to talk to online anymore, and they arnt on from three to four, drums are begining to bore, and that's it. I'm pathetic, this is the reason kids do drugs, because life is boring.
But it shouldn't be tommarow, no...it can't be tommarow. And saturday is suposed to be fun, and I should get my mom something for mother's day. But yea, maybe ill go to the mall tommarow with jen, and ill get her somthing. I dunno whatever. I could write for like and hour right now, but no one would read it because it would all be bullshit...Like a history report <---ha a nice little simile lol
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lol P.S. Me jenna and Val wrote poems in 3rd period...it was mad funny lol