Apr 20, 2004 21:04
wow yea im usually not a faggit like this, but i can honestly cry right now. I've never been so happy with my "love life" than i am now. But on the other side, I am scared to death. Scared that something may have changed between us. I hope she feels as srongly for me as i do to her. If something has changed for the worse i would honestly be completely heart broken..
I should probably tell her this soon. But i don't get ot see her to much. And I constantly think about her. Sometimes I think that i think about her too much, but then I forget it and think about her again. I can't pass her notes in class, and I don't hold her hand between period but I really don't mind. She is honestly perfect for me.
She is incredibly beautiful. It's truly astonishing. I love telling the story of how we met. I truly do, so one day if you're bored or something just call and it would be an honor to tell you the story of me and her. FYI it is very interesting.
Yea well I didn't get to go to the northstar show. God I really wanted to go so bad. And if I couldnt go I wanted to atleast get their cd, which dramatically I did not recieve either. But owell. I'll just have to wait.
p.s. Band practice was very good, but we are still looking for a singer and a bassist. O yea and I hung out with Jen sunday and went to the beach/board walk, i really really really enjoyed it. It made me really happy....for the time being.