Oct 03, 2007 18:10
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[Private // Hackable]
... I never wanted to hurt people. I never wanted to harm anyone. They ... rejected me from the time I was born, fearing me as a witch, and then later, others just wanted to use me for my powers. Master Luc saved me from that life. He was the first person to treat me like a human being. And so I owed everything to him. The gods are punishing me for my loyalty to him, calling it lust. It is true that I love him but it is because he freed me. But above all they are punishing me for the things I have done for Master Luc. I have deceived and killed people. It is because of my illusions that the war between the Grasslands and Zexen had escalated the way it did. All in the name of Master Luc. I wanted to please and help him in any way I could, at any cost. But I knew that I would have to suffer the consequences of my actions in the end.
I have no regrets. If I had a chance to relive my life and choose another path, I would still choose to be by his side until the very end.