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OH MAAAN! i snuck on the computer...even though im not grounded anymore...but..i feel like im sneaking..so..yeah. today was okay. I introduced james to dane cook(comedian) , making his life better in every way..um...lately i've been feeling really lonely. I realized, i don't really have any one to talk to about what's really bothering me. I dont have a shoulder to cry on. i keep my feelings inside, and it's really building up. i wish i had someone to hug, someone who would just stay there..hugging me and not thinking im a freak for wanting comfort, for not wanting to let go. I wish i could talk to caitlin more, i REALLY dont want to lose contact with her, that would be the worst! but now most of our conversations are silence, becasue there is nothing to talk about, because we never see each other! :'(
Every morning sucks..until i get to university. The station is soo quiet! i just sit there and think about alot of things. it's relaxing. then michael gets there, and we get on the train. I wish i could talk to him more in the morning, but i don't know what to say...so it's silence, and he usually does his homework, so i would feel like im disturbing him if i tried to talk. yeah...i'm gonna miss everyone so much next year. mostly michael, alex, eskimo. i don't know..i know it dosn't seem like im that close to them, but they're probebly my favorite people in dash. And brandon and james, of course.
i really want to stop saying mar..i even think it annoying me now.
i keep jumping from topic to topic. i hope the reader does not mind.i have more to say..but its dinner time, so i havta go..bye!
<3 kristina
Every morning sucks..until i get to university. The station is soo quiet! i just sit there and think about alot of things. it's relaxing. then michael gets there, and we get on the train. I wish i could talk to him more in the morning, but i don't know what to say...so it's silence, and he usually does his homework, so i would feel like im disturbing him if i tried to talk. yeah...i'm gonna miss everyone so much next year. mostly michael, alex, eskimo. i don't know..i know it dosn't seem like im that close to them, but they're probebly my favorite people in dash. And brandon and james, of course.
i really want to stop saying mar..i even think it annoying me now.
i keep jumping from topic to topic. i hope the reader does not mind.i have more to say..but its dinner time, so i havta go..bye!
<3 kristina