i am a big LAME head

[devosmock]

've felt extremely lame the last few days.. i can never find anything to do! everyone else seems to always have tons of plans and tons of stuff to do, i am boring, i don't do anything, i guess i wouldnt mind going to parties and such, but i don't seem to really know enough people that would be at any given party to make myself want to go to them.. i guess i just need to meet more people that do stuff..

i miss just being able to hang out at home with maddie sometimes and not having to worry about "plans" it was enough to just chill together.. though, we almost completely stopped doing anything but that after awhile.. bad deal..

*PooF*