Nothing Special

Feb 11, 2005 08:18

Okay so nothing exciting is going on in my life, which is kind of odd. I am still very busy but the lack of emotion in life is bad.

Grease and Sweet Charity is going pretty good. We did this cool dance last night for Sweet Charity. I got complements for being a good dancer and Tyler was thanking me for smelling good because I guess usually she gets partnered with people who smell. It's fun.

School is going great. I got all As on my report card because I worked my ass off. I did aweseom on midterms too. I sent in my honors application for next year this week...Physics Honors, English III Honors, Algebra II Honors, and Music Theory Honors. I think next year is going to be good. I have sweet classes and I am gonna get involved with the school. I am gonna play football again.

I have noticed that it is impossible to make people happy, that is why I don't try to make anyone happy but myself. A couple years ago I was a little chubby and I lost weight and now I go to the gym like everyday and I am in awesome shape. I used to get shit for being fat, now I get made fun of because I am in the gym everyday and I'm "obsessed." I also did not try in school last year and I got made fun of for being dumb, now this year I work my ass off and get made fun of because I "love school." I hate people sometimes.

I would like to now take this time to talk about my love life, or lack there of. Usually I am a pretty active person and usually involved in a relationship. After the break up of Heather and I, I have been very lonely. Life seems so boring when you have no one. It sucks because I go to an all guys school too. Speaking of school I sometimes feel like that because I am working so hard this year I had not had enough fun. I need to have more fun with friends so if you know me please I need something to do.

BLIND DATES????

I told my mom I wanted to see a shrink, have someone to talk to. I think it would be nice to have someone to tell everything to since I don't have anyone I can do that with.

Ok the bell rang so I gotta go to class.

Take care, and comment.
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