rationalization
of course when pete came in tonite and was all "i'm going to hang out with you tonite" and then later called and said he couldn't, i was devistated. i wanted to muuuuurder him.
sitting down, hours later, after being determined not to let this get me down, i thought, well jeeez. what does he owe me? he just met me a week ago. and he did say he had plans for a friend's birthday today. god, this just proves one thing. hes loyal to his friends. which, in devon's book, is an all important quality. i mean, if someone was supposed to hang out w/ me at my birthday and peaced out to chill w/ some random girl or boy they just met, i'd be pretty pissed.
so.
in short.
pete "standing" me up, just makes me like him MORE.
lynsey's right. (which is typical) he even WANTING to come out is a good sign. i will leave him cds and make myself slowly indispensible to his life. i bet he could be important in my life. afterall, he does weird things and i don't hate him.
anyway. went out for mexican, the food was good, the margs were bad, the pricing was atrocious. ($2!!!! for a dollup of SOUR CREAM!) they negelected to tell us that things like chips, salsa, sour cream was something you had to pay for.
luckily, i didn't have to pay. and i got a slurpee after.
i really AM going to miss it here. tomorrow is the last day at the outlet.
sitting down, hours later, after being determined not to let this get me down, i thought, well jeeez. what does he owe me? he just met me a week ago. and he did say he had plans for a friend's birthday today. god, this just proves one thing. hes loyal to his friends. which, in devon's book, is an all important quality. i mean, if someone was supposed to hang out w/ me at my birthday and peaced out to chill w/ some random girl or boy they just met, i'd be pretty pissed.
so.
in short.
pete "standing" me up, just makes me like him MORE.
lynsey's right. (which is typical) he even WANTING to come out is a good sign. i will leave him cds and make myself slowly indispensible to his life. i bet he could be important in my life. afterall, he does weird things and i don't hate him.
anyway. went out for mexican, the food was good, the margs were bad, the pricing was atrocious. ($2!!!! for a dollup of SOUR CREAM!) they negelected to tell us that things like chips, salsa, sour cream was something you had to pay for.
luckily, i didn't have to pay. and i got a slurpee after.
i really AM going to miss it here. tomorrow is the last day at the outlet.