my week

[devolver]

i try to sleep but i just lay awake
i make myself something to eat
but it just sits there
I pick myself up and go out
but I can't have fun
talking to friends so i can feel better
just makes it worse
It could be a theme park
or a dream vacation
and I still wouldn't feel better
this is what happens
when your relationship was a joke
and everything is wrong
and you get dumped
for no good reason
after putting the most energy and emotion
into making everything right
the pain is like a deafening static
that nothing can drown out
I'm on a stage with speakers blaring
but I can still hear it's buzzing in my head
I used to be happy when I thought
everything was alright
that happiness was false
it was never alright
a capricious guy
with fickle mood changes
hot and cold
up and down
I've always been the constant
and i'm left crying
over this.