today i....

[devoesque]

saw my dream date with his girlfriend. my dream date that has no idea, nor will he ever because he's unapproachable, that i exist. yes his girlfriend. a very young, blonde, beautiful (might as well have been kylie b/c she was so amazing looking), and of course such the highly posh and stylish girl. it was not too bad to see because i knew he was way out of my league. and i couldn't help but think damn she's hot. it's just the kind of girl i pictured my dream date with. to be honest i don't picture him with me nor did i ever. i am hardly the sexy posh type. i am beginning to think it will be a long while since i see anyone with me. given the track record of the amount of boys that i can actually see myself being with is at a all time low. and the one that i might fancy perhaps isn't receptive. um...did i mention the counter lately?

COUNTER UPDATE:

1 YEAR 3 MONTHS 10 (or so) DAYS

anyhow. that is all i have to say. still no smokes. hum...where is mr bentley he said he'd be here?