It just dawned on me...
...that the year is close to being over.
And to be honest, I'm not happy about the way my year is turning out. The only good thing really has been my move up to New York, which in itself was great, but there are things about moving that are complicated and difficult. I'm really tired of being unemployed, and I can't express how depressing it is to not be able to get a job with a college degree. And not even a good job, just no job in general. I've gotten a little freelance, which is cool, but unless I don't get more work soon, I'm not going to have enough to pay for rent. And I'm going to have to ask my parents for help then. Which I don't want to do.
I'm trying to be positive about things, but that gets harder every day. It's like I'm floating in a hot air balloon that's slowly losing altitude. But not slowly enough to not crash and crumble when it hits the ground.
In other news, my 24th is coming up in a little more than a month. First off, let me express how old I feel. I know I'm not, and you're all going to tell me, "Oh no Kristi, it's no big deal, you're still young." But you know what? I still feel old. Once I'm 24, there will be only one year left until my 25th, and by then I will have lived a quarter of my life span. And even that is assuming that I'll live to the age of ancient.
Better though, there are some kick ass things coming out around my birthday. Twilight and the new 007 flick, Quantum of Solace both come out on the 21st, day before my birthday. I can't tell which one I'm more excited about. Cause I love Daniel Craig and I think he's dead sexy (Dee would disagree) and would most definitely f-t-s out of him. But then there's Twilight, with the super hot RPatz. And um, hi? It's about vampires. Nuff said.
But most exciting for me, and one reason I am SO happy to be in NY right now, is Family Guy Sings!, a new show showcasing the songs from the show, sung by the cast members themselves! It's showing the 24th and 25th of Nov. And who wants to guess what I'm doing after it's over? Yeah I'll be sticking around, trying to hook up with Mr. Seth Macfarlane, who in my opinion is an ideal match for myself. Atheist, democrat, supports gay rights, and uh, oh yeah, he only created the best show ever! I'll catch you guys at Carnegie Hall on the 24th.
I'm going to create, trying to win some design contests. To view my work, if anyone is interested, http://twiggster84.deviantart.com/.
Night folks! I'm gonna go play some Halo I think.
And to be honest, I'm not happy about the way my year is turning out. The only good thing really has been my move up to New York, which in itself was great, but there are things about moving that are complicated and difficult. I'm really tired of being unemployed, and I can't express how depressing it is to not be able to get a job with a college degree. And not even a good job, just no job in general. I've gotten a little freelance, which is cool, but unless I don't get more work soon, I'm not going to have enough to pay for rent. And I'm going to have to ask my parents for help then. Which I don't want to do.
I'm trying to be positive about things, but that gets harder every day. It's like I'm floating in a hot air balloon that's slowly losing altitude. But not slowly enough to not crash and crumble when it hits the ground.
In other news, my 24th is coming up in a little more than a month. First off, let me express how old I feel. I know I'm not, and you're all going to tell me, "Oh no Kristi, it's no big deal, you're still young." But you know what? I still feel old. Once I'm 24, there will be only one year left until my 25th, and by then I will have lived a quarter of my life span. And even that is assuming that I'll live to the age of ancient.
Better though, there are some kick ass things coming out around my birthday. Twilight and the new 007 flick, Quantum of Solace both come out on the 21st, day before my birthday. I can't tell which one I'm more excited about. Cause I love Daniel Craig and I think he's dead sexy (Dee would disagree) and would most definitely f-t-s out of him. But then there's Twilight, with the super hot RPatz. And um, hi? It's about vampires. Nuff said.
But most exciting for me, and one reason I am SO happy to be in NY right now, is Family Guy Sings!, a new show showcasing the songs from the show, sung by the cast members themselves! It's showing the 24th and 25th of Nov. And who wants to guess what I'm doing after it's over? Yeah I'll be sticking around, trying to hook up with Mr. Seth Macfarlane, who in my opinion is an ideal match for myself. Atheist, democrat, supports gay rights, and uh, oh yeah, he only created the best show ever! I'll catch you guys at Carnegie Hall on the 24th.
I'm going to create, trying to win some design contests. To view my work, if anyone is interested, http://twiggster84.deviantart.com/.
Night folks! I'm gonna go play some Halo I think.