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so i am a RA now. yes. it is true. i feel excited yet horribly awful. i was supposed to room with hillary--gods gift to creation as the most amazing person ever--but then i gopt the position today. i was originally an alternate but now i am one of them. i should be happy but my heart hurts too much for hillabeanz. she gave me her blessing but i still feel terrible. she is honestly the greatest person ever to walk the face of the earth.