Silly Emo Girl
So I absolutely love the fact that I only time I post anything in this thing is when I'm being emo. And true to form, here it is.
I am soooooo glad that this semester is OVER!!!! This is the first academic semester in my whole life that I just failed in general. I'm finally realizing that college is hard and that I'm going to have to try a little harder if I want to keep my level of academic excellence as high as it has been. I'm just a little concerned as to what my parents are going to say. They put so much pressure on me to be perfect and I'm just not. I just don't know how to tell them that I failed to live up to their expectations. It really just sucks.
Also, I'm worried about Elle. This medical condition has gone from serious to freaky. I honestly don't know how much longer she's going to be around if things continue as they have unchecked. It's really scary to think that she could just be gone.
Why is it that when you finally think you have life figured out, it goes and throws you a curveball, as if you say, "Please, you don't know me!"
It makes me sick. Anyways, I'm just glad to be done for a while.
I am soooooo glad that this semester is OVER!!!! This is the first academic semester in my whole life that I just failed in general. I'm finally realizing that college is hard and that I'm going to have to try a little harder if I want to keep my level of academic excellence as high as it has been. I'm just a little concerned as to what my parents are going to say. They put so much pressure on me to be perfect and I'm just not. I just don't know how to tell them that I failed to live up to their expectations. It really just sucks.
Also, I'm worried about Elle. This medical condition has gone from serious to freaky. I honestly don't know how much longer she's going to be around if things continue as they have unchecked. It's really scary to think that she could just be gone.
Why is it that when you finally think you have life figured out, it goes and throws you a curveball, as if you say, "Please, you don't know me!"
It makes me sick. Anyways, I'm just glad to be done for a while.