shiver
I fucking hate spiders! Why does it always have to be me???
Now I'm sitting on the edge of my bad, scared shitless, and nearly in tears. (I cried already after the initial shock was gone...). I was just lying on my bed, surfing the internet. When I looked back I say a really huge spider sitting on my wall. I had to get my father out of bed so he could kill it for me.
Now I'm having fantasies about big spider-colonies in and underneath my bed. How am I supposed to sleep in such a state???
I hate this phobia! This fear! But I just can't do anything about it. *sigh*
Now I have to read fanfic to distract myself and have some happy-thoughts...
Now I'm sitting on the edge of my bad, scared shitless, and nearly in tears. (I cried already after the initial shock was gone...). I was just lying on my bed, surfing the internet. When I looked back I say a really huge spider sitting on my wall. I had to get my father out of bed so he could kill it for me.
Now I'm having fantasies about big spider-colonies in and underneath my bed. How am I supposed to sleep in such a state???
I hate this phobia! This fear! But I just can't do anything about it. *sigh*
Now I have to read fanfic to distract myself and have some happy-thoughts...