I miss you
Title: I miss you
Author: DevjaCaiora
Pairing: Yoosu
Length: Oneshot
Genre: drama
Rating: PG ?
Warning: dead character
Beta : ---
Summary: He did it again
A/N : it's un-beta'd I'm sorry if that's gonna scare you... well actually you'll see how lame my writing is... XD I have another oneshot in my laptop but my beta still didn't answer me... she's probably really busy but well since this one is short... lol If anyone feel sorry for me ( LOL ) and want to beta it... feel free to do it =D
It was pass midnight when Yoohwan woke up with the sound of a door closing somewhere in the house. Maybe 2 hours ago they had a little congratulation party for Yoochun popularity award and best actor for ‘’I miss you’’ again, Yoochun had a few - count to many - drink. Yoohwan had to almost caring him in his bed again.
Since the funeral, Yoochun was dragging his feet, always crying in the house, always sit in front of his piano not moving at all. Sure he was still eating - his mother had to push the food in his throat actually - but he was lifeless. His eyes didn’t had the same light, his smile wasn’t bright like before… like before the funeral… of course outside it was another story… Yoochun was the same old happy guy everybody love. Always joking around, teasing everybody, laughing smiling. Well he didn’t won best actor for no reason right ?
Yoohwan went to see his hyung room just to make sure. Empty.
Yoochun did it again…
He went back in his room, telling his mom to go back in bed in the process, he was going to take care of everything. Yoohwan didn’t want to do it but it was better if he wasn’t alone. He turn on his phone and look at the clock on the wall. He sigh and make his call.
At the forth ring finally someone answer. By the sound of the voice, this person was sleeping for sure… hell yeah it was 2am.
‘’ Hyung ?’’
‘’ Yoohwan? What’s happening ?
‘’ it’s - it’s Yoochun… again, Jaejoong hyung I don’t know what to do anymore, everybody think he’s alright but still, everynight he fall in sleep in his tears. Cry Yoohwan
‘’ It’s ok, let me dress up, I’ll be there soon.
‘’ Yoochun is gone’’
‘’Where, at the same place like last time ?
‘’Yes, I think he bring his awards with him cause they are not on his desk where I put time when we came back.
‘’ Give me 10 minutes and I’ll be there, I’ll met you there ok ? Everything gonna be alright.
Putting his phone on his bed, Yoohwan grab his pants and a shirt before leaving his room, took his wallet and his car keys. He was now use to leaving the house in the middle of the night and bringing back Yoochun later.
At the entry, Jaejoong scowl himself, he didn’t had a jacket on and the wind was stronger compared to earlier. The air was clearly smelling the snowstorm who was coming soon. While waiting for Yoochun brother, he was praying that Yoochun didn’t left without a jacket.
Bright light created black spot in his vision for couple second, he blink couple time and when his view was better, Yoohwan was in front of him holding a jacket - Yoochun jacket.
Quietly they both start walking where they knew Yoochun was. Couple minute later they stop, in front of the was Yoochun.
Like everytime, Yoochun was lay down on a bed of flowers talking. This time he was talking about the award ceremony. How everybody was well dressed. How was the song Jaejoong sang on stage. How happy everybody was when he wan best actor and popularity award. How was his life since last time he came here. Yoochun was probably now use to talk and cry in the same time, tears was flowing but still, his voice was steady like it was now part of him. Something normal… like breathing.
Both men could see that Yoochun was freezing there. They finally walk next to him and calmly, they shake Yoochun letting him know that he wasn’t alone. Yoowhan drape the jacket around his brother shoulder and hug him tightly giving him some heat almost bringing back his purple lips back to a normal colors.
Jaejoong and Yoohwan hugged Yoochun.
‘’everything gonna be alright Chun-ah. I swear everything gonna be alright. Whisper Jaejoong
The trio left to their car leaving a stone behind….
R.I.P.
Kim Junsu
15 december 1986 - 1 november 2012
Love by everyone
Gone to soon, after 26 years, God had to call back his angel…
A/N : Took me maybe 10 min writing this thing... and I cry the whole time but... I'm a cry baby so... lol