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-Guilt Driven Suicide-
Current mood: Desperately Life Deprived
Category: Desperately Life Deprived Life
I see this all planned out so well
But yet still something, still holding me back into this hell.
The so-called demons seem to be,
Nothing more but only truly me.
Where I stand, is in someone else's point of view.
I can see just exactly what he has to do.
His name only renders shame.
Unfortunately for him, his views will stay the same.
Back inside the box he pretends.
Overwhelmed by confusion, they all come in again.
From what I've become to this day,
I know it has all been planned out this way.
As my intuition is pushing everyone away.
My main thought is, maybe this is my last day.
No need for Heaven to help me with this acquired darkness
Go .. someone who would appreciate the gratefulness.
Loneliness has made this become real
But yet still I know I feel the way I feel.
Its time is almost done,
My inner energy is almost completely numb.
Don't count on me to affect you or bring you down
Just a sound, will be my remembrance all around.
God help me get through this just one more day
If not, I'm sure to fade away.
Thanks again anyway.
-Joshua Shane Rawls-