I need coffee
I'm in dire need of a pick me up...
there are things that I've been thinking about that have been developing over the weekend. things that I've pushed away because it wasn't the best route to take or I wasn't ready to admit to.
I found myself thinking about a path that I thought was just a source of entertainment for the time being.. like killing time because I need time to heal all my wounds. I felt at home with my thoughts ... I pulled a couple of cards and they were right ... I like to take the difficult path, the one I know will hurt me at the end or the path that I know that will prolong my agony just for the sense of feeding the addiction.
This has been taking shape slowly .. and surely now I know where I belong, at least for the time being :)
there are things that I've been thinking about that have been developing over the weekend. things that I've pushed away because it wasn't the best route to take or I wasn't ready to admit to.
I found myself thinking about a path that I thought was just a source of entertainment for the time being.. like killing time because I need time to heal all my wounds. I felt at home with my thoughts ... I pulled a couple of cards and they were right ... I like to take the difficult path, the one I know will hurt me at the end or the path that I know that will prolong my agony just for the sense of feeding the addiction.
This has been taking shape slowly .. and surely now I know where I belong, at least for the time being :)